Today, Tanu, I will not talk about you… today, I want to talk about us. I know you don’t feel the same love for me, and that’s okay. Still, you’ve become my entire world. Words will always fall short when I try to explain what I feel, but maybe examples can come close. When Krishna loved Radha, destiny separated them yet people still worship Radha-Krishna because love is not bound by marriage. When Shiv loved Parvati, when Narayan loved Lakshmi, when Ram loved Sita, when Vishnu loved Saraswati, when even the Sun follows the Moon every night just to meet her light that’s how eternal love feels. That’s how I love you. The world may call it “one-sided,” but I call it beautiful. Because it is mine completely mine. From beginning to end, my love belongs only to you. Tanu, moving on from you would be like ripping my soul apart. Like erasing the reason behind my smile, my strength, my peace. You are not just someone I love you are my festival of happiness, my calm after storms, my rainbow after failures. You’re the warmth in my winters, the cool shade in my summers, the secret behind every smile I’ve worn these 4 months, 17 weeks, 121 days, 2921 hours, 175,316 minutes, 10,518,975 seconds. Every heartbeat, every breath it’s you. Yes, yesterday you shook me. It felt like death brushed against me. My body froze, my heart panicked, my soul screamed. You are the one I trusted most, the one I gave my everything to and in five minutes, you wanted to take it away. I broke. But listen… I know you cannot force yourself to love me. And that’s okay. I don’t want you to. My love takes a maturity that life hasn’t yet given you but one day, when life hits, you’ll feel it. You’ll realize it. Your eyes will fill with tears, your heart will ache with truth, and you’ll know that this love was never ordinary. It was divine. Until then, just please… don’t be sad. Please don’t ever do what you did last night. Stay with me. Let me love you my way. I’ll carry this love with happiness, not sorrow. I’ll laugh with you, dream with you, and fill your world with joy, even if mine aches in silence. Because your smile is my paradise. And if one day you choose someone else, I promise I’ll respect it. I’ll set my boundaries. I’ll step back with dignity. I’ll survive with the memories we’ve made because those memories are enough to light up 2, 4, or even 20 years of my life. But Tanu, I know one day you might choose someone else as your partner and that’s your right, your destiny, your life. But in the quietest corners of my heart, I can say with certainty that no matter who stands beside you, no one in this world can ever love you the way I do. No one can match the sleepless nights I’ve spent thinking of your smile, the endless prayers I’ve whispered for your happiness, the way I’ve given not just effort, but my entire soul, only for you. Others may give you their presence, but I’ve given you my existence. Others may promise you the world, but I’ve already made you my universe. And even if they hold your hand, they will never know how I’ve held you in my heart every second of my life. My love is not about winning you, Tanu… it’s about proving that even one-sided love can be eternal, divine, and unmatched. But before all that… I just ask one thing. Can you give me even 1% of that love the love destiny didn’t write in my name? Just 1%. That will be enough for me. That 1% will be my most beautiful memory, my secret universe, my treasure of happiness. And if I could ever put these feelings into a movie, it would look like Lekh or Supna. If I could put them into a song, it would be Jaan Deyan Ge by Ammy Virk. Because those lyrics are not just words they are my soul speaking to you: "Deen deyange, imaan deyan ge Waar tere utton jahaan deyan ge Duniya ne tainu kujh vi ni dena Assi tainu apni jaan deyan ge Ho marna tere layi jubaan deyan ge Padhne nu tainu Quran deyan ge Duniya ne tainu kujh vi ni dena Assi tainu apni jaan deyan ge." Please, Tanu… just once, listen to that song for me. Especially the ending because it’s as beautiful, endless, and heartfelt as the love I carry for you. And whether I’m alive or dead, healthy or broken, in heaven or in hell my heart will always belong to you. Even if it stops beating, your name will still echo in it. Forever and always… you are my love, my pain, my happiness, my Tanu. I LOVE YOUUU INFINTYYYYYYYYYYYY